the world changer

sorrow and surprises

Not so good. We are coming in the end of our month. ha ha. today is the end of july. feeling not so right again. again again. There are a lot of sorrows and arrows received and you're actually wounded. oh that's suprising. Does it suprised us to actually seeing ourselves simply cannot move. Some victories and a lot of defeats and i don't think we can't actually talk about great victories when we were actually feeling bad at the moment. what i mean is literally bad. Having a blood transfusion from hell (speaking in parables, if you get it, well tha't nice, you're that keen abserver and you deserve some applause)

Great thing about defeats is that we keep on making ourself so low to the point of feeling undeserving of it all. Bad thing is we can't move. Good thing about being in the right Kingdom is that we can actually feel that we can take on the whole world and actually leading a revolution. What can we do? what can i do when i just felt so bad? The stand...

i hope we could always stand up to The Stand (by hillsong). This could be my last writing for this month and i do conclude that i actually fail to attain some goals, but i am not giving up. It only means to start anew and to double the goals for the upcoming months. Speaking of being tough and leaping in faith... this is living by faith and in Spirit. i don't want to write another defeat letter next month. i need a whole new revolution, a Suprise.

The stand

    You stood before creation
Forever within Your hand
You spoke all life into motion
My soul now is in His hand (?)

You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin went upon Your shoulders
My soul now is in His hand (?)

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

I walk upon salvation
The Spirit of light in me
My soul to declare Your promise
My life in Your hands

So I�ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I�ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

beyond limits

oh wow, its really been a long time since then, welcome to the whole new world of breakthroughs. as of today i'm still on my "i can only imagine"... what. well let's get started. the month of May is about to end, its now may 31 midnight or for the sake of "detailedness" june 1, 1:44am. i'm writing on my brothers laptop but before that i've been checking out out destiny family websites <many links wow, destiny.org.ph>... and i see this one "beyond limits". indeed i am on the state of beyond limits, God is raising me up to whole new dimension of thought and the next thing you know is that my mind was blowed up by the presence of God.

i don't wanna be extra religious, just wanna be cool. oh i'm breaking mindsets here. if you are in the presence you can't help but change the world and at the same time being too cool that the hell-fire has nothing to do with you. this May is a landmark and i have crossed the line last may 13- its my birthday. its been a short 19 years <who says its long enough to blow up your imagination> and i couldn't believe what the almighty is up to in here. i'm much preoccupied with writing a best-seller but more than that to cross beyond limits. ohhh common. i may not be thinking like an engineer like now and i think God wants to give me a release in here. i have so much wants, a car, macbook pro, ipod, and all the blessings there is. all i know is, there is nothing like in the presence. i long to see what jesus is talking about and all the anointed... for such a time as this. Destiny. ready for multitudes.

beyond limits is in the presence. The glory to unveiled. yes i'm excited but i need more than that, i need explosion and brokeness.i'm entering a new dimension and gotta be ready.

ready for the multitudes

o la la- la la la

diary message again. now i wanna write without a musical backgound. Oh at least i have to hurry since my food is waiting for me. few minutes more okay. just an update, what update am i really talking about? oh yes, i have become more indiscipline and sad this past few days. more to that i have become more excited about what's happening and will going to happen. (i tell you, this is a diary message hUh). just want to tell you FEAR, you are not welcome. you are out of place in here. hhhrrr. you know what you gotta be a champion! just remiding you mhen (slang word for man, i learned from miss elsie marie Or- hope you get across with this girl, i love you friend please don't misunderstand me). champion right? you know... you will know how a person talk and the sound of her or his lovely voice by simply seeing how he or she arrange words in the sentance... now you're writing to much. the food is waiting, thus i don't know the name (of the food- ulam sa tagalog).

majesty

recently i've been out of myself. it seems that my one on one talk with someone wasn't working so well. well, its just that i am really unprepared. going into a battle unarmed is so dangerous, really dangerous and making a priceless life at stake. you have to repent on this. seeing the trend in the blog it is that visible that you're writting with three days interval.
kakay, her real name is karen. she's quite that weird, or confused. she discribe herself as "care-free". asking her how she'll discribe herself will generate no answer. i believe it only takes time for her to know who she is. the warrior. i am a champion and she is a warrior. she thinks she's weird but i think she's not. she's just confused ha ha. one day you'll be great. you have a great destiny... a majesty inside of you.
to remind you, your majesty. please wake up!

one on one this a jargon that anybody might not understand. i really pray that they will show up on schedule. you can do it guys. a great adventure is waiting for you. you might somehow learn how to be different (iba to!).it all depends on me, taking responsibility. the price is priceless. you might not know it yet. you conquer mhen (wrongly spelled as men).hooo waaahh

oh my... i have no better title these days

ohh another diary message. recently i have learned how to write a better sentence than anyboby else and i think i will adapt it now. to write without any parenthesis and commas. you know? only dots. it shows continuity of thought and unprecedented confidence that you are writing in the most grammitical soundness that you believe you have attained since you've been given birth. ohhh forget about wrong spellings and aukward sounds. ha ha. i have an interesting person to track down these past few days, past few months actually. exciting right? an extra-ordinary one or maybe i'm just the one who have thought about it. better still i am more driven to grow in my "secret place". i dispossess nations. didn't i hear or see the exploition this 2006. explode 2006. ohh you don't understand it. forget it. let's see. get ready men. waaahhaarrww.

o la la la

ahh. i always prefer to begin my message with "ah" word or "oi". no doubt only  few persons have any interest in reading the rest  of the  message.  i  am  somewhat  encourage to post in my blog so often because i have this feeling that there are some (one or two, not bad) persons who might as well get interested or encourage with my (not mine, understand?) thoughts.
To my two brothers and one sister: hope you will find it out someday. Destined for the THRONE.